Thursday, September 23, 2010
Wonder and anxiety
pulsate through my entire being.
Could this be...
the miracle I've been praying for,
or just something that's "too good to be true"?
I am swamped with
but I must keep my guard up to protect myself.
What if it doesn't work for me?
How will I deal with such devastation and disappointment?
Will I be able to handle it?
Will I be able to pick myself back up and continue trying, without losing hope?
On the other hand, what if it does work for me?
What will I do with the plethora of possibilities?
How will I deal with getting my life back?
What a blessing it would be,
but it is a bit daunting and overwhelming to think about.
Either way, I must always remember
to be patient and take things one step at a time,
to keep my focus and faith on the Lord, and
to allow God to work through me so that He may be glorified.
Lord, you know the suffering I endure daily.
You hear the cries of my mind, body, and soul.
But You also know what is best for me.
Please give me the patience, trust, strength,
courage, and peace that I need. Amen.
"Father, if thou be willing, remove this cup from me: nevertheless not my will, but thine, be done" (Luke 22:42)
Anxiously Hopeful, continued
© 2010 Jamie Valendy.